I am so excited to share Doves For Sale with you. I am completely immersed in their beauty and grief again.
This POV is from Ezra!
(unedited)
Enjoy!
My tears waiver in their cradles, unbidden
and unwelcome—yet completely warranted.
I will myself to stand true—not to ruin one
more second of her life.
Roman produces a box—a ring—a declaration
of mutinous advances and despicable promises.
“Get me out.” I shout at Neil, but realize
it’s only a whisper.
I can’t hear the question. I don’t want
hear the answer. It’s more than any man should have to bear.
Me—this man—I can’t bear it.
Neil rushes me out, and is toggling between
escorting me and his phone.
“It’s Leon. He’s keeping me updated.”
I stop. It’s happening again.
“No. Go back in. I don’t need help. I have
this.”
“Move your ass, Ezra. This isn’t Gray or
Mara shit. This is your girl getting proposed to by your best friend. This is
some seriously messed up shit. Bros before…rat bastards. You know the drill.”
He shoved me into his Jeep and we ended up
at his apartment that he shared with Leon.
“I have to go home.”
“And what if Roman shows up? What if they
show up together?”
That is it. My stomach had enough. After
he opens the door, I plow my way to the bathroom and trip over boxers and
shorts. Neil and Leon are pigs. I hear a belt buckle jangle as I get tangled
in it before slamming my head as far into the bowl as I could get.
I don’t stop until my face was covered in
broken blood vessels and all the hydration had left my body.
My face is on fire. Words and pictures
flutter through my conscience without warning.
Exhausted and ready to give up on trying to
ignore them, I sit next to the bathtub, more like slouch, and press my face
against the cool tub.
“Hey, here’s some water and ice. Your face
looks like hell.”
I take the water and the ice and chuck them
onto the floor. Ice and water wont’ do me any good now. It’s all over. I might
as well succumb to death by vomiting.
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